Sexual attraction can feel really confusing, regardless of whether you identify as straight, gay, bisexual, queer, or anything else. I mean this isn't called 'bi-curious?' But I'm not interested in other girls.įirst of all, I think that it is wonderful that you seem very self-aware and in touch with your interests and desires. Except, a gay guy wouldn't do that with anyone unless it's another male. I'm jealous of that and I want that, but if I were ever to feel that same pleasure, I want a guy to give it to me. I just think guys honestly have get more pleasure with their parts than girls do with our parts. I get more pleasured thinking about how it feels to have another guy give me a blowjob if I had a penis and imagining a girl doing it turns me off. As I stated before, I'm a girl and I like my body, even my genitals, but when I watch gay porn, I touch myself and imagine I have a penis.
Also I find it absolutely amazing watching a guy suck another guy on porn, it just seems so pleasuring. Most of the gay porn I watch are usually the ones where one of the guys initiate first and the other is reluctant at first. And recently, I find myself watching gay porn. This is weird, but even when I watch porn, on occasions I watch male and female, but most of the time.
